Friday, June 17, 2011, 8:40 PM


If I told you I want you back in my life,
Would you love me like how you did before?




Saturday, June 11, 2011, 11:27 PM





Totally...

I know I asked for it. But I wouldn't know it will be such a hard and pain decision. I don't care if anyone reads this and thinks I'm some two-face bitch. But I'm just gna say, It's really hard. And it will help if you pay a little more attention to how I feel now.

Now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around.



Friday, June 10, 2011, 8:53 PM



Woohoo. Haven't been blogging for months. Feeling incredibly sorry. Wanted to update about my life. Making it more exiting in the blog. But regrettably I think my life haven't been very wonderful. Feeling very very scared for Midyr. Trying very very hard to study. But I'm still lacking of confidence. I kept having this mindset that everything will go to a waste during the exams. Sigh. I really really wna do well. ):

Currently feeling a little bit lonely.Just feeling a lil crappish now. Don't like when friends (a minor few) talk to me just becus they want something. It's like what do you take me for. When I thought you were just nice and being friends. But I realise you were just using me to know more about other person. And when you don't need it, you don't talk to me anymore. It's damn wtf really. -.- I tried talking to you for quite afew times, and you just pms me. I really don't like to the maximum. You don't even call us for meet up and you expect us to call you. Idk what had gotten into you. I very much want this friendship. But since you're not trying. Then that's not friendship alr. Friendship is about laughter and giving in sometimes, trying to be the friendlier one, the helpful one. But you're none of those. Ohwellllllls. I'm sorry. Just saying. Don't assume if you don't know me well to know who I'm talking about. If this post irritates any of you, I'm truly sorry. It's my blog (:

Ahhhh. I'm lacking of life. Lacking of music. Lacking of music. Lacking of fun in my life now. One more thing, NO MONEY!!!! ): I wna straighten my hair, I wna buy new shoes, I wna watch movie, I wna buy birthday gift. But it all can't come true cus I'm seriously using up money like some money-sucker or something. Damn irritated. Oh, I wna get iPhone white when my plan ends. But apparently, my beloved brotherrrr doesn't allow me to get iPhone. Cus he thinks it's for business people. -.- Hello, there are apps for people like us. Tsk! Damn it. I really wna pay for my own handphone bill no seriously. But yet again. MONEY. ):

Sigh, enough of ranting. Must try to stop using the computer. But I'm kind of giving myself a break now. (: Cus tmrw is the weeeeeekend!


Monday, March 28, 2011, 10:58 PM








It doesn't feel right studying anymore.

Heyyy thereeee. I'm back from Indonesia and all I can say was, I don't feel relax there. ): Sigh. It's like we are all so busy preparing and everyone was doing what they were suppose to do. I don't even have the time to sleep or buy snacks for myself. It was quite boring too, cus since everyone was busy, I was just stoning there staring into space. Tskkk. I hate the Indonesia immigration system though, it's super super sucky I swear I can die just to get my luggage checked.

Before flying, met up with the Girlfriends at Bugis and we had some good chilling session. Had Ahchew dessert and some Jco yoghurt. Omg. I superrrr imba long never eat yoghurt alr. I think Jco one like quite worth it ah. Hehe X) Went to meet the Babes the next day at Orchard for some great shopping session. Ate at this Japanes restaurant which I think I'll go back quite afew times. They serve good foooooood!! Should go try kayyyy. (: Lastly, met up with Boyf at MS to have Swensens for dinner. Whoooooo.

Totally feeling like holiday mood. Ahh, fuckkkkkkk. I cannot stress how much I hate school now, after Blocks. There will be Midyears and so on. Okayokay, I shan't complain too much. But it's like. Super fuck-ed life I swearrrrrrrrrrrrrr! ): Zz ttm. Not to plus those Adiv shit. And PW and Block test result will be out this week. I fucking dread. -.-

I really really wna just end my life. Sigh.


Thursday, March 24, 2011, 11:31 PM





Partayyyye!

Ohmyyyy, block test finally overrrrr! Didn't feel that sense of satisfaction though. Like last year, it was during the midyear when I know I'm gna fail every single subject. Yes, I think I'm gna fail every single subject once again. Damnnnn. I think like have to see the Principal knowww! And I'm sure he'll persuade me to do some U-turning to get my foundations right all over again. Wtheckkkk. Feel damn cui whenever I thought of that. Sigh.

Had Floorball camp during hols and I can say that it was a good one I guess. Atleast those juniors din like complain all about those tough trainings we had. It's been one week since I last touch my stick. Gna start training next week again. Adivvvvv~~~ Please be over soon. (:

Met up with Girlfs one week ago to celebrate Pling's birthday. Met up with them again today to had some chilling session. I hope I can have more such sessions with them, sighhhh.

Meeting the Babes tmrw for some shopping and I'm gna flyyyy on Saturday!! Woohoo. Atleast some time to relax while I'm away. Studying too stress alr seriously. -.- However, I'm having his major flu attack now and I really hate it. Totally drained my energy and mood. Damn retarded cannn. I think I had flu this year for don't know how many fucking times alr seriously. Cannot take it, damn cui my nose. Tsk!!

I shall go rest nowwwwwwww.


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